Peek-a-boo! Considered a game for babies but it felt like April played it with all of us – big time. The essence of this game lies in the reality that nothing is given. It causes an emotional reaction when an object (or topic?) comes back after being out of sight. April loved to play and made me express every single emotion I am capable of. It was a month of …
Charme – the quality of being exciting and attractive. March displayed that in very unique ways. Not In a Hi gorgeous, I am here, are we ready to blossom? – way. Rather in a Welcome to the deep dive, a journey to your truest self. It is a journey of growth. You chose this path for yourself, so surrender. Things get challenging in this reality. Things change, words change, and …
Time and space. Exactly what I have asked for. There is so much room for thoughts and choices. I realized that the space created allows room for all the uncomfortable feelings to be felt. Between waves of joy and flow, the shadow arises. From I am so grateful to be here, and I feel blessed and inspired to who am I, and what am I doing? Aside from this digging …
A home away from home. I was meant to stay a couple of months and ended up staying one and a half turns around the sun. A beautiful, tropical Spanish home in the middle of Singapore for expat orphans – Dan, Bee, Chev, Loki, and me. By the summer of 2021, Dan and Bee have lived here for a while and were not planning to sublease the spare room – …
Is unlearning harder than learning? It is difficult to not know something after you received information or felt an experience. Difficult – yet not impossible. My process of unlearning feels like a journey to my childhood. Like rewinding a 90’s tape with a pen. It takes effort and willpower. Through exploring my authentic curiosity, I reconnect to my intuition and knowledge – outside the box that society labeled with my …
Breaking led me to where I am now. Puzzling myself together by touching and observing every single piece individually. Sorting out pieces that don’t fit anymore and adding new pieces, day by day – and finally letting other people help me piece the broken parts together.
Have you ever been in love and gave everything just to realize there was no prize to win. Have you ever imagined everything with someone just to realize everything can be anything. Have you ever realized that loss creates space for growth? Sadness becomes release – washed away by tears. Anger becomes force – making you stronger. Love stays love. Love is love.
Love never arrives. It will always be moving, flowing, finding new ways, and expanding until it reaches each soul on this planet. It took me a while to realize that love will always be moving. Almost two years ago, love is moving was about Vanessa’s and my journey of relocating.Two souls moving in the physical dimension, leaving footmarks of love on different continents. Even though we shared about our inner …
Have you ever waited for something so long, the desire made you wanna laugh, scream and cry at the same time? For me it was this vacation and reuniting with a very special soul. It wasn’t so much about getting somewhere, everyplace would have been fine if it meant we’d get to spend time together. Every space, every shared physical time. Of course I would have preferred to stay somewhere …
November was a month full of early morning breakies and stillness on the balcony, watching the night kiss the day good morning. A month full of (much needed) afterwork runs, shaking off the intense external energies that don’t belong to me. It felt like taking of a layer while reconnecting to nature – and self. Weekend coffee dates with friends or myself, while enjoying delicious (iced) coffees and making travel …
